i'm in love for the second time.

just like the title, this is what i feel right now. i don't know how to say this, but i'm glad he comes to my life. he such a perfect man. his tall body, his brown skin, ah. he driving me crazy.

but there's a problem: i have a boyfriend. hahaha, yep. no, i love him so much, from bottom to top. from what's inside him and his outside. i love all the things about him. if he know this, would he be disappointed?

and how to stop this feelings? to be honest, i don't want to stop this feeling. ah, what should i do?